That's another thing. I am still a "shut-in". I consider myself bi but only a handful of friends know about it. I am from a pretty small town. I tried hitting on a guy I had a crush on for a while, total ass hole. But I am hopefully transferring schools soon, so maybe I can explore a little more then.
Small towns can be rough I’d imagine… Still, you can research. Maybe see if your local college has any LGBT involvement - club, newsletters, resource centers, etc. Perhaps you can branch out using those resources?
His mom came up to me at the end of the night, hugged me, and said “Thank you for coming, Edwin. One day you’ll find the man you want to spend the rest of your life with, and you’ll invite me to your wedding. I’ve always known.”
… and that meant everything in the entire world to me.
do you know how difficult it is to feel secure in your looks and personality and overall self when absolutely no one has ever shown any interest in you whatsoever like yeah you shouldn’t base all of your self-confidence on other people but still there’s like always that irritating little voice inside of you that tells you that you’ve never been worth a second glance or getting to know for anyone and you can try to ignore it all you want but it’s still there
Do you ever have that moment when a kid is looking at you and you realize that they’re looking at you as a grown up? Then its like no child im a children too, dont. Im sorry my outward appearance confuses you.